" I am so glad that my mother did not give up on me "


Ana came in to this world of horror , without a named father , a mother who sold herself at feet of men giving them satisfaction and carrying in her chest a load of disgust and pain that no one could see or cure . 

But the thing that one nights dollar bill gave the was something that became her hope , that silver line at the end of her dark cloud . Ana born on ninth of December , emerald green eyes and skin white like snow . Her cats paw size hand griped her finger and she new that this girl was going to be her ray of sunshine after a century of darkness . 

Now at the age of twenty six ,Ana sat in her office building dominating the lives of people who rushed around , searching for ideas to please her , working day and night (to get things right ). While she sat there behind the closed door to give them the hell they all never knew , but Ana was all too familiar with , in fact every living cell in her body still stoned at the cursing memory of the hell that is engraved in her soul ……… 

The ‘devil’ stood covering Lana’s face, he would come every week to get his furry out , he would slap her tie her up and whip her or would drag her into a room and when he left she would hurt for days . And today was one of those days when he would beat her into heap of bones . The screams and shouts would fill the House even the walls could not stop them from haunting Ana ……. 
” you think you can hide from me , I own your body , u give me the money those men give you , you filthy worthless worm ” 

Ana tiptoed her way to her mother , lay on the sticky green carpet , sobbing unconditionally . The monster had left and now came the  gaw to watch her mother. But what could a seven year old do but cry with her mother tears ran down both there faces …. 

Tears were something that had never left there life , they came every day and left after hours of sobs , but Lana had a plan : to not let that hope of a new life leave her . Now after twenty one years of pure torture        she finally graduated and to her 
surprise the office that hired her was owned by an angel of a man  who saw the hardworking woman’s work, within years time Ana became the CEO of the building …

Now she sat in her office in her hand she held a diamond ring , she always hated the site of men , to her a man was a dominating creature who treated women worst then the mud on there boots . Yet this god like man had come into her life a tornado turning everything upside down , her world was tuned over and she could not help but lover that man who had kneeled in front if her and had showed her the world filled with love and pleasure and had filled the darkness of her life with bright light . 

But what she new was that nothing that she had was hers . It was her mothers faith in her that had spread the world at her feet . 

" miss Ana , mr Cross is waiting for u", the intercom beeped . 

The image of her love cross filled her eyes as she left to join him , with parting words “I am so glad my mother did not give up on me …….” .

" I am so glad that my mother did not give up on me "


Ana came in to this world of horror , without a named father , a mother who sold herself at feet of men giving them satisfaction and carrying in her chest a load of disgust and pain that no one could see or cure .

But the thing that one nights dollar bill gave the was something that became her hope , that silver line at the end of her dark cloud . Ana born on ninth of December , emerald green eyes and skin white like snow . Her cats paw size hand griped her finger and she new that this girl was going to be her ray of sunshine after a century of darkness .

Now at the age of twenty six ,Ana sat in her office building dominating the lives of people who rushed around , searching for ideas to please her , working day and night (to get things right ). While she sat there behind the closed door to give them the hell they all never knew , but Ana was all too familiar with , in fact every living cell in her body still stoned at the cursing memory of the hell that is engraved in her soul ………

The ‘devil’ stood covering Lana’s face, he would come every week to get his furry out , he would slap her tie her up and whip her or would drag her into a room and when he left she would hurt for days . And today was one of those days when he would beat her into heap of bones . The screams and shouts would fill the House even the walls could not stop them from haunting Ana …….
” you think you can hide from me , I own your body , u give me the money those men give you , you filthy worthless worm ”

Ana tiptoed her way to her mother , lay on the sticky green carpet , sobbing unconditionally . The monster had left and now came the gaw to watch her mother. But what could a seven year old do but cry with her mother tears ran down both there faces ….

Tears were something that had never left there life , they came every day and left after hours of sobs , but Lana had a plan : to not let that hope of a new life leave her . Now after twenty one years of pure torture she finally graduated and to her
surprise the office that hired her was owned by an angel of a man who saw the hardworking woman’s work, within years time Ana became the CEO of the building …

Now she sat in her office in her hand she held a diamond ring , she always hated the site of men , to her a man was a dominating creature who treated women worst then the mud on there boots . Yet this god like man had come into her life a tornado turning everything upside down , her world was tuned over and she could not help but lover that man who had kneeled in front if her and had showed her the world filled with love and pleasure and had filled the darkness of her life with bright light .

But what she new was that nothing that she had was hers . It was her mothers faith in her that had spread the world at her feet .

" miss Ana , mr Cross is waiting for u", the intercom beeped .

The image of her love cross filled her eyes as she left to join him , with parting words “I am so glad my mother did not give up on me …….” .

" I am so glad that my mother did not give up on me "


Ana came in to this world of horror , without a named father , a mother who sold herself at feet of men giving them satisfaction and carrying in her chest a load of disgust and pain that no one could see or cure . 

But the thing that one nights dollar bill gave the was something that became her hope , that silver line at the end of her dark cloud . Ana born on ninth of December , emerald green eyes and skin white like snow . Her cats paw size hand griped her finger and she new that this girl was going to be her ray of sunshine after a century of darkness . 

Now at the age of twenty six ,Ana sat in her office building dominating the lives of people who rushed around , searching for ideas to please her , working day and night (to get things right ). While she sat there behind the closed door to give them the hell they all never knew , but Ana was all too familiar with , in fact every living cell in her body still stoned at the cursing memory of the hell that is engraved in her soul ……… 

The ‘devil’ stood covering Lana’s face, he would come every week to get his furry out , he would slap her tie her up and whip her or would drag her into a room and when he left she would hurt for days . And today was one of those days when he would beat her into heap of bones . The screams and shouts would fill the House even the walls could not stop them from haunting Ana ……. 
” you think you can hide from me , I own your body , u give me the money those men give you , you filthy worthless worm ” 

Ana tiptoed her way to her mother , lay on the sticky green carpet , sobbing unconditionally . The monster had left and now came the  gaw to watch her mother. But what could a seven year old do but cry with her mother tears ran down both there faces …. 

Tears were something that had never left there life , they came every day and left after hours of sobs , but Lana had a plan : to not let that hope of a new life leave her . Now after twenty one years of pure torture        she finally graduated and to her 
surprise the office that hired her was owned by an angel of a man  who saw the hardworking woman’s work, within years time Ana became the CEO of the building …

Now she sat in her office in her hand she held a diamond ring , she always hated the site of men , to her a man was a dominating creature who treated women worst then the mud on there boots . Yet this god like man had come into her life a tornado turning everything upside down , her world was tuned over and she could not help but lover that man who had kneeled in front if her and had showed her the world filled with love and pleasure and had filled the darkness of her life with bright light . 

But what she new was that nothing that she had was hers . It was her mothers faith in her that had spread the world at her feet . 

" miss Ana , mr Cross is waiting for u", the intercom beeped . 

The image of her love cross filled her eyes as she left to join him , with parting words “I am so glad my mother did not give up on me …….” .

" I am so glad that my mother did not give up on me "


Ana came in to this world of horror , without a named father , a mother who sold herself at feet of men giving them satisfaction and carrying in her chest a load of disgust and pain that no one could see or cure .

But the thing that one nights dollar bill gave the was something that became her hope , that silver line at the end of her dark cloud . Ana born on ninth of December , emerald green eyes and skin white like snow . Her cats paw size hand griped her finger and she new that this girl was going to be her ray of sunshine after a century of darkness .

Now at the age of twenty six ,Ana sat in her office building dominating the lives of people who rushed around , searching for ideas to please her , working day and night (to get things right ). While she sat there behind the closed door to give them the hell they all never knew , but Ana was all too familiar with , in fact every living cell in her body still stoned at the cursing memory of the hell that is engraved in her soul ………

The ‘devil’ stood covering Lana’s face, he would come every week to get his furry out , he would slap her tie her up and whip her or would drag her into a room and when he left she would hurt for days . And today was one of those days when he would beat her into heap of bones . The screams and shouts would fill the House even the walls could not stop them from haunting Ana …….
” you think you can hide from me , I own your body , u give me the money those men give you , you filthy worthless worm ”

Ana tiptoed her way to her mother , lay on the sticky green carpet , sobbing unconditionally . The monster had left and now came the gaw to watch her mother. But what could a seven year old do but cry with her mother tears ran down both there faces ….

Tears were something that had never left there life , they came every day and left after hours of sobs , but Lana had a plan : to not let that hope of a new life leave her . Now after twenty one years of pure torture she finally graduated and to her
surprise the office that hired her was owned by an angel of a man who saw the hardworking woman’s work, within years time Ana became the CEO of the building …

Now she sat in her office in her hand she held a diamond ring , she always hated the site of men , to her a man was a dominating creature who treated women worst then the mud on there boots . Yet this god like man had come into her life a tornado turning everything upside down , her world was tuned over and she could not help but lover that man who had kneeled in front if her and had showed her the world filled with love and pleasure and had filled the darkness of her life with bright light .

But what she new was that nothing that she had was hers . It was her mothers faith in her that had spread the world at her feet .

" miss Ana , mr Cross is waiting for u", the intercom beeped .

The image of her love cross filled her eyes as she left to join him , with parting words “I am so glad my mother did not give up on me …….” .

MY SELLER MY BIDDER

Two years , married to the man , the one who bribed me into auction.

A goat lost in the woods , found surrounded by panthers . That goat was Anna dressed in a black dress that showcased her perfect curves, highlighted her milky skin , her plum lips red, she was dolled up like a statue if lust . All for that the man who budded the highest …….

" this goddess ….. Anna ready to be the Slave to the man who bids the highest ….. So to begin the bid …. Looking at her plum bite able lips and those sinful curves I say we start with … Fifty thousand dollars " , the man on the mike boomed .

Laughter filled Anna’s head , she could not believe how that man mad her feel like a worthless price of meet , but that was what she was now and that was what she was always going to be a mud on the shoe , a slave to the man who bought her for his pleasures .

Pride was long gone , now she was a beggar , begging to the mr Cross the man who ruled his world. The man who was her last hope to save her mothers life , but in return the devil had bought her .

Being owned , like a pet to its master , she still could not believe it she had agreed to become a dog to mr Cross . She did not regret her decision not for a second had she thought otherwise , but she all she wanted to do was hide away in the darkness of her bed and yo never face the auction of the ‘devil’ …..

Tears filled her eyes once more …. “The lovely goddess will be serving the gentleman who bought her for a fare share of ten million ….”.

She sat in the car parked in a dark cold corner , she could feel shivers running through her . She might not be a virgin , but sleeping with stranger was far worst the selling her self to a man for his pleasure sake .

Standing in the middle of the hall , surrounded by people , but none that she knew , the thought of beings married was something surreal something that she would never experience ….. she had made a deal with the devil and now she sat in the shadow of devil himself ….

Starting at his Greek god glory ; her brain rusted , she tried to make some speech , when her body wend cold as ice , her brain that was rusted pushed started and a breathless “yes” escaped her trembling lips ……

The intercom spoke up ” mrs cross …. Your husband is waiting for you …” , a smile played on her lips as the image of her sin of a husband filled her eyes . She pated her pregnant womb as she left her office …. To enter her husbands warm arms .

Now when she thought of that night she looked at herself surrounded by people , none that she knew but in those nameless face sat the man who has made her his ……..